Lindsay Lohan's Diary Leaked by Star Magazine

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Actress Lindsay Lohan's deepest thoughts have just been revealed to the world, and that's thanks to Star Magazine who allegedly has gotten a hold of one of Lindsay's private diaries.

The UK's Daily Mail is reporting that Star Magazine released excerpts from the private diary about Heath Ledger's relationship with Lindsay Lohan.

At the time of Heath Ledger's death, it was rumored that Lindsay Lohan and Heath Ledger were having late night rendezvous and sneaking around but no one believed it to be true.

If this diary is authentic, it reveals that Lindsay was in fact dating Heath Ledger right before his death.  It also reveals that Lindsay was dating Heath while he was supposed to be dating actress Mary-Kate Olsen.

Lindsay writes in her supposed diary:

January 22, 2008
Today Heath died. I’m in love with him. He was the love of my life. He taught me so much, and he was everything I’ve ever wanted and more. I want to hear him laugh and hold me. I crave his touch and care. When a person dies the world stops. I’m numb."

Lindsay spills her heart out:

"There's an emptiness. And a desire to feel loved." -
"A need to be held in the arms of someone who understands. But what do you do when the one who understands is gone?'

Lindsay Lohan writes about the cause of Heath's death-

"It's like a game of Jenga, and when one piece slips, it all falls apart,' she wrote. 'One pill, one slip and it goes down the slope, crashes and burns and it's over. Why? I ask myself over and over. Cry is all I can do."

Another surprise about this diary is that Lindsay Lohan was allegedly already dating Samantha Ronson.  In September 2008, Lindsay was asked about Ronson-

"You and Samantha have been going out for how long now?...Like two years, one year, five months, two months?" to which Lohan laughed, and replied "For a very long time."

It is still unclear if this diary is truly Linday Lohan's or someone who claims that it is.  It is doubtful that Star magazine would dare say it is hers when it's not in the wake of the tabloid controversy in the UK.

We have a stinky suspicion that her father is behind the release of this very private book.  We'll find out soon enough if it's true or not and who was the one that released it. Till then, you make up your own mind if this "diary" is real or not.


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